Individually

My own life like this, everyday goes as it goes. I love my family, friends and my partner. I live in an invisible surrounding, which I can't recognize if its just a dream or reality. Religious, value, and pride somehow make a bond to this visible appearance. What is life really mean? What is love means? What is my own name mean? Why is this body feels hurt every time it gets cut? Why we need to sleep? Why there is sex? In the Bible it says, God loves us, but why He gives us definition of "miserable" life, war, fight, and gender? Why don't just gives us utopia like what He desired and let all that He loves get besides Him? Or is it just our (as human) definition is opposite from what God's means?

Sometimes I think to my self; what is exactly real life outside our body is? Ghost? Spirit? Is knowledge that teacher and this world gives really that important? What is right and what is not? Is human the great ruler for this unbalance life? Or is human the one who responsible for the disaster to its' surrounding? What is the real meaning of Good and Bad? It's coming from different perspective. What is our senses? see, smell, listen?? it is exist for our believes.

Think about it once, about how big this universe is. Our soul not only stuck with one world. There are some other being out there, infinity distance. This body I'm in, contains of billion or trillion of other living being.