I have a grudge against my brother's girlfriend. I don't have any idea since when I hate her. I don't want this to happen, even so it just happen like this. There are some reasons behind it and after I think further about it, it's not even worth blame for.
I personally want you to be very happy, for what you've been through. All the weight that we've put upon you is definitely bother you and give some pressures in your life. She can release your burden and from what you tell me every time, she makes you happy.
Since the beginning of my life, when the first time I know that we are considered as close between siblings, I'm afraid to lost you. I keep thinking, what if after you be with her, you will not have time to spend with me? What if you distance yourself from me? I am too afraid to lose you. You are my best friend, brother, and also part of my life. You really are a caring person. Every time I have a burden, I will go to you and release my sadness (even though it is make you mad instead). You make me laugh every single time you open your mouth. But then it changes after you met her. You don't have time to spend with me, busy with her phone call, and even weekends, you will spend your time with her.
The reason of this is mainly because of my stubbornness and my pride. I cannot give you happiness even though we've known each other for more than 18 years of my life. And her, you just known her for couple of years and she can show you the beauty of this world.
Your girlfriend indeed is a good girl. I cannot say it properly now, but I hope I can say be happy for you with smile on my face. I'm sorry for everything. Can we be friends??
It is better to release one of my happiness, for two people to be happy. rite? I can find one of my happiness by my own.
Within sorrow, there are some lights behind it, always.
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