Hope I'm not losing both

I used to be alone. Do what I want to do and be satisfied by myself.
Figure. My Best Friend become my Boy Friend. Never feel lonely, but instead insecurity appear.
What if he leave me behind? What if this feeling disappear?

I tried not to get involve deeply into this feeling, instead, they pulling me deeper and deeper. Fear, is not a joke. Jealousy is not something to be proud of. Love is like a rose: pretty, fragile, yet in the other hand, it's torn will hurt you.

I shouldn't say this. Love.. is a great thing to have in your life, but for real, it can be painful too.